Discussion: As a child, I saw my father beat my mother and rape her cruelly. Since then, until today, I can not get close to men. Am I asexual?

Even if you were not raped, the experience, especially for a young girl, is extremely traumatic and can damage social capabilities, including romantic and loving sexual relationships.

Rape is a destructive, traumatic experience often repressed in the Subconscious, with severe and far-reaching consequences for many years. The rape itself does not change the sexual orientation of the victim! But it creates mistrust and fears, some of which are not rational. Routine psychological treatments are unable to penetrate the subconscious Mind. Only hypnosis or deep meditation is capable of this. If you open up and find a relationship with a loving man, you will discover that your sexuality has not been lost. But it is necessary to break the vicious cycle. It is a challenging task to release the trauma from the subconscious Mind. (No need to forget)

Links:
The Subconscious is the bridge between the Body and the Mind.
https://www.sf-healing.com/page/139 (Copy & Paste)

Hypnosis is a powerful, subconscious-penetrating medical procedure.
https://www.sf-healing.com/page/247 (Copy & Paste)