I recommend you get acquainted with the 5-step model of grief called the Kubler-Ross model. Reaching the fifth stage - the acceptance stage to break away from mourning is essential. I believe that your late husband would also be happy to know that you are continuing in your life. The need for warmth and love exists at every age.
Recommended: Kübler-Ross model – Explains the behavior of personal loss.
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